Monday, March 4, 2013

Oh lord... I'm a numb-knucker blogger that hasn't BLOGGED a knub in fo'ever

Quicko, memo! Indeedo, I've been BADDO! As shown in previous posts, it looks like my brain is all over the fracking place. And then.... STATIC... SILENCE... Natta a word from little OLE moi!

I'm still interested in my writing. I'm concentrating solely on one project, science fiction of sorts. But I'm only in the development stage, meaning I ain't writing any of the story down in draft form... In a way I'm kinda procrastinating while inadvertently psyching myself out. My OCD and perfectionism issues kinda prevent me from writing by the seat of my pants... If I'm gonna write the story down I'm gonna make sure I know what's gonna happen in every scene... No gaps, no hang ups, no surprises, no voids, no distractions that will cause me to stop and reread everything and psyche myself out some more (hence what I meant by my OCD issues). I want my story to be challenging and fun to visualize in my head. I want it to read out the way I, as an avid reader, would want a story to read out!

So... I'll try to improve as a writer and blogger!

The lapse in posts are because I've spent the last couple months trying to clear up my bad health. And in that timespan, I got massively addicted to reading lots and lots of books... OH MY FRACKING GOODNESS... Yummy goodness books! Though I've spent too much time reading stories than trying to write any... Yeah, I get distracted easily but only when health is off its kilter!

I try to be a good person. Definitely don't wanna be thought of, AS EVER, a flake and FAKE! Person whose all talk and no play, blowing boring ass smoke up everyone's keister!

Hopefully when judged by all, my final review of me as a whole is slightly more in the positive field!